lulling the time away

well, i am again early for class. and wasting my time away here in the lib, using the internet which i paid for inclusive of my tuition fee. bleh! i wish i could get a refund, so i could buy stuff i want, like that bergdorf blondes book by plum sykes that's been begging me to buy her. everytime i walk into national bookstore or fullybooked and i see her... GAWD! i wanna rip someone's pocket and get their money! not only that book, i have my eyes on the lord of the flies, haruki murakami's books, of love and other demons and memories of my melancholy whores.... i swear if i won like 100,000 pesos on eat bulaga, i'll buy those books first and then give the rest to my family.

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21 days to go, before the great christmas festivities! i still don't have any money. actually no one in my family have money. so much for surviving. no gift yet for my monito. yeah, i picked a guy. i wanted a girl but damn those papers, they won't budge... it's less complicated and less brainwrecking if i've picked a girl.. i'll just give her a mud pack, face pack and peppermint foot soak and that's it. done. she's happy. but a guy? what would i give?

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today the makati rtc will announce the verdict of the subic rape case. coming from olongapo and knowing the circumstances and the places they've said. i'm pretty sure she (meaning nicole) wasn't raped. come on! where did they picked her up again? neptune club? it's like the pegasus of olongapo. no self-respecting lady would be caught dead partying there. that's why some olongapeños aren't too keen on commenting on that case or even bothering to watch whatever happens.

but you know, whatever the verdict maybe, i wish them all good luck. i don't really care about them....

all i want is for the philippines to finally forget that olongapo was once a red light district. that's it.

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