some one told me the truth

i just woke up, and as a true net addict, the first thing i booted up is my pc, next is the internet connection and my cellphone. and on my phone is a text from my superfriend issai, COMMANDING me to read her blog. and so with eyes half-closed, and a sudden mental disfunction and grumbling tummy, i subconciously read her blog. and true to issai's from it's another rant, but not just any other rant, it's an unexpected rant from a very unexpected person.

(eat some breakfast) i don't like my breakfast, it has the consistency of porridge and the taste of lugaw.

anyway, so i read it. and yes... kindda pissed, but it's not my battle so i won't fight it. besides it's a petty thing to get irk about. and it's different for her.

(eat some more) no choice, im really hungry

yesterday, mom, dad and i had our nails done, it's been a while since i had a mani, and it feels weird, having to look at your nails while typing here and seeing colors. well, not really colors just a tip. i am so boring, i don't like anything butb a french tip. boring plain jane.

(eat again) ugh... i want a cupcake

so again, there i was reading my e-mails, and viola! i chanced upon a ton of myspace email notices, from friends, to invites.

so i logged into my myspace, and yeah, i forgot the password. so i waited. and yeah, i looked on my last log in, august 2005.

and it's september 2006.

a year and a month later.

why did i even sign up to myspace? im still clueless.

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this is what love is supposed to be, atleast for me: innocent, fun and happy. it finds happiness even on the smallest thing and finds comfort in each others arms, it is forever young and forgiving.

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not a day goes by, without me thinking of you,
and now i found the truth behind you,
my line changes,
and now,
not a day goes by, without me wincing at the thought of you.

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i receieved this text twice:

UE: expelled si bonbon custodio sa UE. binenta nya ung laro. 180k bayad ng UST. 2 all UST, admins, alumnis, ans studs, KRISTYANO LANG KAYO SA SALITA HINDI SA GAWA.

my point: how bitter. you think UST need to pay bob bon custodio to throw the game? baket sa kanya lang ba nakasalalay ang buong UE bb team? siya lang ba ang magaling? sige granted na siya ang main man nyo, so ibig sabihin, kaya lang nananalo ang UE dahil sa kanya? paano naman si marcy arellano? inutil ba ung ibang players nyo? baket? mahirap bang tanggapin na natalo kayo ng UST? ganyan ba talaga kababa ang tingin nyo sa amin? o ganyan talaga KABABA ANG PANG - UNAWA AT PAG - IISIP NYO?

hindi sa lahat ng oras at panahon, magaling kayo, bigyan nyo ng tsansa ang ibang tao. feeling nyo kayo lang ang may karapatan sa finals? baket, nakalagay na ba ang pangalang ng UE Red Warriors sa TVC ng UAAP Finals? hindi pa naman diba?

alam ko masakit matalo, pero hindi nyo kailangang manira ng ibang tao just to appease yourselves. you all have to face the fact na, talo na kayo.

PERO ANO BA TONG SINASABI KO, NAKALIMUTAN KO NASA PILIPINAS TAYO, WALANG TALO. LAHAT DINAYA.

KUNG SINO MAN ANG NAGKALAT NG TEXT NA TO. PATAWARIN KA SANA NI LORD, DAHIL SA SOBRANG PAGIGING SORE LOSER MO AT BITTER, NAKAGAWA KA NG KASALANAN.

dagdag ko lang, *DON'T DISS US BECAUSE WE'RE CHRISTIANS, BEING A CHRISTIAN HAS NOTHING TO DO WITH THE UAAP.

isa pa... WALANG WORD NA ALUMNIS, OVER PLURAL KA NA! TANGA!